I decided...

that I am a bigger person than what my last post stated and I let that damn ego take over, but yes it still is funny so if you missed it, you missed out...but to quote one of my new fav spiritual teachers, Eckhart Tolle

"Thinking, or more precisely identification with thinking, gives rise to and maintains the ego, which, in our Western society in particular, is out of control. It believes it is real and tries hard to maintain its supremacy. Negative states of mind, such as anger, resentment, fear, envy, and jealousy, are products of the ego... So the single most vital step on your journey toward enlightenment is this: learn to disidentify with your mind. Every time you create a gap in the stream of mind, the light of your consciousness grows stronger."

So on that note, namaste....

In The Club

I went to the club last night. Its been a minute so I thought I was going to be able to let it loose and drop it like its hot. But I have some issues with the club.

1. Promoters- Stop!!!!!! Just cause our throwing a party does not make you this cool ass dude now, no your not Diddy sorry boo.  Also, please stop lying on your fliers. If you have open bar, have open bar dammit. I'm sorry one of the reasons I'm coming to this sweatbox is for a free drink. So when you say you have Hypnotiq and Nuovo open bar until 1AM, have it you dicks. I just hate when ppl lie. And why are all of yall at the door, move bitch get out the way. 

If you don't know, only one promotional team holds the weight and can actually tell ppl what to do. So when you see 30,000 names on the flier only one group is actually in control. So you other hanger-ons STOP.. thanks!

2. DJs- Are they still alive? WHERE DO YOU DJ? I don't want to hear 3 minutes of any song I can do that in my house. Please keep the ppl interested.  Can you play something in 2008, yes I am an 80's baby but I don't want to hear 80's, 90's music all night. And stop talking on the damn mic cutting up my jam (ahh 9's lingo oh well) I don't know what your saying you sound like your trapped in a damn closet talking into a styrophone cup.

3. Fights- Most fights occur when niggas can't hold their liquor. When yall start fighting you mess up my night because I have to run for cover..lol and so is everyone else, so we all end up tripping over each other. 

To make matters worse a girl and guy got into a fight at this particular club, are you kidding me???? That was a straight bitch move and I hope the bouncers got it in with the guy. All I want to say is if you think you may fight count to 3 and walk away. Your not a punk your just smarter.

4. Guys- Its so weird I don't want to see guys in white tees but at the same time I don't want to see u in a collared shirt. I swear all the guys looked like they just came from church. No type of style going on. There are so many wack nigs in the club. Its not your fault you have to wear hardbottoms and a collar but come on get it together. No I don't want you, but I always like to see eye candy. The girls do it up so won't you give it a try.

5. Where is everyone going?-  Stop effing moving, where are you going. I can't even get a real dub in cause a B is bumping me or touching my back, trying to go where? I don't know.. Yet again, where are you going? I feel like I'm on a human carousel that won't stop..haha. Of course you don't have to stay in one spot but why is this the 25th time your passing me. Nothing  has changed within the last 5 minutes. The bar is still in the back and YES I'm still standing here. 

Sorry for ranting but it just pissed me off. I'm not giving up on the club plus I don't club as much as I did years ago so I know its different and maybe my expectations are just greater.

Ok, until later babes.

So this is where her night started

J-Weezy look at what I found. While perusing through myspace I found the girl who was laid out and low and behold I found out how her night was...lol. I think she came to the place alone, she had too. There were more pics but I didn't want to expose her.

Pure Buffoonery- Get THE F*CK UP!

Are you kidding me right now? Are you kidding?

1. Get the F*ck up off the floor
2. Where are your friends?
3. Why did you have so much to drink?
4. Why are there ppl standing around and dancing and not helping you up?
5. I hope you don't have any kids
6. Where are your shoes?

So Much Has Happened

Damn J-Weezy it has been a minute. So long, that I forgot my damn password lol. What a mess.

So what's been going on with me? I finally moved into my apt in Williesburger. I'm free yalll!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have any damn furniture just my big ass tv, bed and a fold up chair..haha. But I'm going to hook it up and when I do I will def be posting pics.

Love Life...

I met a lil young thang ( i got some age on him) the beginning of August. Things were cool for the most part and he was cute with a nice whip and he seemed to be into me but now he did a disappearing act and I haven't had any contact with him since Friday, like wtf. I dont know about him now, so that is up in there. But they always come back with a bs an excuse don't they.

I'm still on the prowl but while I'm home alone I'm thinking about figuring myself out and being happy. Having no one to talk to gives you time to reflect.

When I finally get cable and internet I will definitely be on here more often. Until later babies

It's Been A Minute

I have writers block, I don't really have anything to blog about except that its Monday again and its back to the daily grind of making it through work and staying positive about being cooped up in a cubicle.

I did start school which is just another thing I can add to my list I need to do, but overall so far so good...

Anyone watch the VMA's last night. That ish was wack, I hate when the performers don't perform on the main stage, idk it takes away from the energy, I like to see how the audience and other celebs react to it all. Rihanna looked fab as usual and Pink did her thing, other than that..womp womp..Brittney Spears should have performed last night to redeem herself from her horrid attempt last year.